16 posts tagged “ramblings”
the more i think about life the more depressed i get.
why is life so complicated? too many aspects of life to cater to.
I dont want to be a 40 yo woman who has only her job and a few friggin cats.
life is depressing.
like someone said,
"sherry its just in ur nature to satisfy everyone."
but the truth is. i really cant.
I just realised how short and stoopid my posts are usually.
But I like things short and sweet and TO THE POINT....
Unlike others who I've had the "fortune" to associate with who likes to fluff around and waste my time.
Happily to say, I have actually gotten past the fact that some ppl are like that, and CLEARLY not worth my (or anyone else's) while. Girls, we have all done extremely well this year (i know the year hasn't even really begun.. but still).
However,I am still contemplating whether this is because
a) There is actually NO POTENTIAL so we don't give a damn anymore
b) We CANNOT BE BOTHERED anymore (come on, self centered-ness once is a while is healthy)
c) We have GROWN UP?!?!?! (highly unlikely.. hahahaha :p)
d) We are HAPPY just having us 5 girls laugh and bitch about everything and anything.
But let's not fool ourselves too much.
We all miss the thought of finding the perfect person everytime we wake up.
"you know, today may be the day!"
But the story with being a med student is that I hardly ever meet new "potential" people anymore.
I am still kinda glad that DMc opened up to me. He usually doesn't tell anyone about his personal life.
Anyhoos, i digress and again am rumbling on about things.
The MAIN POINT:
I have actually stop making people who are just "hot" and "cold" as potentials.
This way, I have lost a lot of "potentials". But at least I am happy to know that I am worthy of something better.
decided that i will b working from home today... why?
reasons (in order of importance):
1. I need to wash every sink in the house and probably clean the upstairs bathroom... yucky yucky job... @_@"
2. Its raining and i don't like using public transport when it's raining
3. I didn't want to wake up
4. I missed out on naruto the last few days i went into uni >.<
5. simply because i can... i might as well enjoy this while it lasts... coz travelling to sutherland later on is going to be crap as... >"<
( ^ - ^ )
have fun!~~~
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aggrrhrhhhh, why hasn't my parents called.... >.< i want to tell them to buy me something... :p
kekekekke ^-^"
what i am listening now:
why are there so many ppl on the train this morning?!?!?!!
it was so hot!!! not to mention... 30 ppl with their sweaty bodies being really close to one another is not really nice... no... not nice at all... -___-"
one thing i hate is when ppl try to touch you... as in, they try to lean on our arm when you both are holding on the pole so that you don't fall.... seriously, i was all sweaty i really didn't want anyone to touch me... -_____-" and besides there was so much room on the other side of you... >"<
also, some ppl need some lessons in public transport etiquette....
staring at someone for the whole ride is not exactly polite... -___-"
like hello? do i even know you????
is there something wrong with my face or something??? and then i start getting paranoid... hahahahahaha
Oh wellz... even after all that in the morning I am still happy coz when i opened my inbox you guys gave me comments!!!! hahahaha thanks!~~~ Im such a comment-holic :p
enjoy ur days everyone!~~~
Friggin hell... T_____T
i guess i just have to put up with travelling 2 hrs to Sutherland hospital for classes from March onwards... >"<
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I have a new obsession....
PINKY:ST figurines!!!
they are really cute!
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made a few more banners, coz well... ILP makes ur brain dead... so in order to stimulate my brain i decided to make banners [see... i have even lost my logic due to ILP -___-"]
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can't really be bothered with the person who i previously said i could mayb like that person... big fat zero to that~
i don't really like your sutairu。。。too not proactive/approachable。。。
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喜歡你那種調調。。。
and i thought u lived in the dark ages... hahahahahah (^__^")
my blogs are getting cryptic! \(^___________^)/
open to u guys' own interpretations ne!~~~
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Now: 6pm
totally different feeling... not that high as a kite at the moment...
preoccupied... i hope it all works out.
onegai onegai onegai onegai onegai
still in holiday mode... im so tired...
:' (
not used to waking up and catching the train etc.. and today, i decided that i would sleep in a little later and wait until my sister woke up.... but then there were no sounds from her room for a long time, so i feel into a deep sleep again... when i woke up it was already 7.00... >o<
I was tricked!
coz my sister took the day off to go and meet up with her friend.... so she didn't wake up until like 7.40.... im glad that i turned my mobile on to see the time... otherwise i might have just slept on... :p
[im blind... so i actually can't read my clock which is on my wall if i am in my bed... hehehehehe ^-^"]
spending 5 minutes with someone u don't like seems like forever,
but spending forever with someone u do like seems like 5 minutes......
life is unfair.... i keep on experiencing the former.... the worser kind of forever... ( ^ - ^")
:p hahahahaha oh wellz, i think i need a black maneki neko too :p to become normal by deflecting the series of unfortunate events.... ( ^ - ^")
btw.. this applies to all ppl not just boy-girl situations... ppl in general can be annoying...
but ppl in general can also be very heart-warming ( ^ - ^ ) such as seeing this set of twins who are around 3 yrs old in their stroller eagerly giving an old lady at the lift the flower they just picked ( ^ - ^ ) hehehehehehe kawaiiiiiii!!!!!~~~
Big disagreement today.
Why is that if the boy is a medical student/doctor it is okay if they seem like ppl have their feet on many boats, are likely to cheat coz they are 很花???
My mum's message to me today was:
Even if he is likely to be overly friendly with many girls, as long as he will someday become a doctor, you should give him a chance....
Me: I strongly object, and I will get hurt.
Mum basically said that it doesn't matter if i hurt, coz well, as long as he will become a doctor someday u will still be better off then most...
!?!?!?!?! what kind of reasoning is that??!?!?!?! @___@"
I am totally shocked... coz i never thought my mum was someone who was so judgemental...
I just keep on disagreeing.. coz i think thats just stoopid...
>"< i was also very pissed off that my mum did not even bother to think about the fact that i might get hurt...
Then she sighed and basically told me that i probably won't have many boys liking me in my life anyway, and that i probably wont get anyone too good either so i might as well settle for the whoever that comes along....
WTF....@_@" seriously... i don't think i am THAT not lovable... T____T hahahahah -___-" :p
That is not what she tells my sister who is 5 years older than me... She always tells her that it's better to not have a boyfriend then the wrong boyfriend... and her boyfriend should be someone who appreciates her and will support her etc.... what a drastic difference in her attitude toward me and my sis... -_____-"
Besides... one reason that i am happy that i am doing medicine is that i will have financial indepence later on in life... this means that I can be with anyone i want... coz if i really really really want that much money, i can just work for it myself. I don't need to wait for the guy to offer me money... if he can offer me things like being understanding, being caring, truly loving me etc etc etc i think that is more accurate indicator of the person rather than just using whatever degree/occupation they are doing....
Don't get me wrong, i am definitely not anti-med/drs (-__^) ... I just dislike the way my mum put things.... ppl's occupation/degrees are often looked at by me too... but i dont base EVERYTHING on just that...
anyhoos... i feel better now after that rant.... ( ^ - ^ )
I am sure my mum is not a mean person... i think she probably just said the wrong things, things that she didn't mean.... she has a low EQ... -___-" hahahahaha seriously, she does... :p
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In pursuit of happyness ( ^ - ^ )
Some photos for HYD 2 that i talked about yesterday..
Them going to New York... Makino got mugged and Akira... who's dad is a prominent yakuza through his "connections" got makino's bag back... hahahahaha... -____-"
his evil and scheming mum...
nxt episode... hahahahaha..
why does rui always wear white while the other guys wear black??? mmmhh.. (-___-) a
These are the trees that i have adopted from my mum... ^____^ see how round they are??!?!?! i was very proud of myself ^___^ it's like cutting ppl's hair... and since i've always wanted to be hairdresser this is how i can practice!~~~ (^-^)Y
I made this mobile strap thing.... it was fun!~~~ trust me, it lookes more candy like in real life~ ^_^ the black one is a teddy bear bead... but i don't know how to use the camera properly to take a nice photo.. >.<
piano was tuned yesterday.... mayb i should practise? mayb.... hahahahaha i am too lazy ne~~~ : p
